WORSHIP! You're inner Bombshell is the beautiful
Audrey Hepburn. Like her you've been blessed
with a "certain something" that no
one could describe accurately. You are more
reserved than other bombshells, and that
shows in your gentle, graceful nature. You
like doing things for other people and love
volunteering for your favorite charity. Yours
is a rare gift in this day and age. You don't
need to show a lot of skin to be sexy, all
you need is your eyes. To see Audrey at the
top of her game watch the movie
"Breakfast at Tiffanys".

Who is your inner bombshell?
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i wrote this on this day back in 2003. im not sure what it means anymore...

.::{ thursday, february 20 }::.

george isnt dead!!!

this is life as told by ::{ april }:: at 4:31 PM

i took this test a minute ago...

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im not very good at being a christian.

some people are discusting, others i cant get enough of. what makes them discusting to me though? what makes our minds and thoughts so different that i wouldnt want to be around them? maybe its not right of me to think these things about other people, but its whats honestly running through my head right now... sometimes when i see certain people, i get the urge to turn around and run away and some tinmes i do. sometimes i force myself to stay, to be polite and give them, a chance, but usually i run away. how dare i? what right do i have to feel that way towards other people? do other people feel that way towards me sometimes?

sometimes i dont know how to act. i act akwardly and dont know the things to say to be accepted. i fidget and pace and usually the only thing going through my head is "i have to get away NOW" and since my manners are aparently crap, i tend to avoid social events and make a quick get away when there are more than 3 people in the room (i cant handle 4... its too even...).

i dont like parties. i dont like them at all. too much energy.

sometimes i wonder if i have bad energy...

some people really cant get enough of. some people i absolutly love with all my heart and i love seeing them when they come into a room and when they are around me. i adore certain people, but other people i cant stand.

what right do i have to feel that way?

for some reason, unbeknownst to me, you guys left me comments on my post yesterdAY. its a miracle people still read this lowly, almost dead blog. but, it made me smile and warmed my sickly little heart to see that i had comments. thank you all.

and just to let you know, in case you were curious, sir goldberg and i dressed up in our midevil gear this morning to serve breakfast. i adorned my cardboard crown embeleshed with lucky charms and sir goldberd wore the cardboard helmit and wealded a duct tape sword. the sixth graders werent sure how to respond. it was awesome.

and so... another day of work lies ahead of me...

im a train wreck (remember the time i was on the amtrak for 27 hours?). my guts ache badly, the snow wont stop pouring from my nose holes and i can barely breTHE.

the good news is that i have an optomitrist apointment ononday to confirm my suspicions of far sightedness.

also, the other good news is that although i can barely breathe, i can still breathe.