i can't stop eating cheetos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

note to self: don't put anything meaningful on your blog becuase heather marie will come along and destroy it by saying something terribly sarcastic and degrading...

ch. heather.

the ranch house is quiet...

sad day.
started out with a dream.
not enough sleep to suffice,
not a long enough break from myself.
slow start.
postponing life.
anxious thoughts on the back portch waiting.
trying to trust,
hoping for a miracle,
i'm still hoping you will come back...
quiet drive.
i took the life of a hawk against my windsheild.
i saw it go into the bushes.
i saved the lives of some mice,
and probably some bugs and sparrows too,
after that, you drove.
i couldnt drive.
greyhound station downtown.
i love you, goodbye...
are you alright?
im going to cry...

the house is quiet without you.