farewell...

we were hanging out downtown tonight... what a HILarious scene...

so, i just found someone on my file sharing program who has a whole LOAD of the music that i am looking for and the download time is INCREDIBLE. that makes me extremely happy.

i found out what happened with the whole travis thing... i guess he didnt want to go out with me anymore becuase im a christian. i feel sorry for him... his perspective of Jesus has been so warped by his hardcore mormon up-bringing... i still pray for him... quite often...

movies i have recently watched include two weeks notice, evil dead, children of the corn, lord of the flies, alien 3 and about shmidt.

movies im going to rent next trip to blockbuster include the amnestyville horror, snatch, the prophesy and dogma. probably a lot more too... hrm...

movies i recently purchased include donnie darko and sleepy hollow.

so yeah. pretty much.

some things that are dumb...

when people step to to order food at the deli and they look at the menu and they look at me and they ask if the veggie burger (or whatever) tastes good. what do they expect me to say?!? "NO! the veggie burnger tastes like crap! dont order it!!!" give me a break you stupid freaking people...

its dumb when my sister tells me "back off" in the tone of voice in wich she used, when i didnt even do anything. and what makes it even dumber is when she dumbly says it to me in front of her dumbass boyfriend, only proving the two of them fit for eachother. dumbass + dumbass = dumbass love... love dumbass style.

which brings me to another dumb thing... wait. i better not say it. never mind.

its dumb when my car is in the shop and i have to drive moms car and when i make a left hand turn the car over corrects itself and nearly goes into on-coming traffic. its also dumb that the problem, wich is in the power steering thingy is going to cost my parents $250.00 to fix. what a rip.

but, its not dumb that my mom is awesome enough to let me borrow her van when mine is in the shop. that rocks. thanks mom.

so, now for some things that arent dumb... in fact, they are quite awesome...

my fedral tax return came in the mail, leaving me a nice little chunk of money. that money goes towards my visa card meaning that i am slowly but surly getting it paid off.

its awesome that im almost going to buy and build my own 10x11 "cabana" and put it on my parents property. my parents are awesome becuase they said i didnt have to pay rent as long as i pay for the building and as long as i help with the electrical bills if they were to go higher.

so, yeah.

		"the sea and winds of change" that is the drawing i drew for my dear friend, vanessa for her graduation from high school... hrm... what else... i guess theres nothing else since im trying to be not so bitter. but i was thinking, julia should really work with the public like i do. then she might realize some of the reasons behind my bitterness. Lord! some people are so freaking stupid! ... meh .... on my way home today i saw three different cars parked along the highway tagged for speeding i guess. they were all just a few miles apart from eachother too. some patrol man had a hay day.
	when i pulled up to my house there were cops everyone at the house next door to me. i guess some ex-con who lived there beat up his wife real bad and tried to run over her with her car. she called the cops and he jumped the fence and took off. now hes out there somewhere running around god knows where. i feel bad for the lady... if you have a minute maybe you could say a little prayer for her. i feel bad for her. she must be scared out of her mind. Lord, give her peace... Lord, give *me* peace...

one thing that really pisses me off is dumbass boyfriends who don't call their girlfriends on the telephone becuase they dont have the balls to have to possibly go through one of her family members to talk to her. get over yourself. ass.

the other thing that pisses me off is girlfriends who cater to the dumbass needs of their boyfriends. just knock it off.

julia says i need to stop being so bitter. so i guess i'll try it out for a change... see how it works...

i got a check in the mail today from the state of california. it was my state tax return for the grand total of $2.00. how generous they are! ah well. my federal return is pretty nice. it will take a nice chunk out of my credit card bill anyway...