well folks... this is the end of my blogger, guestbook and imood for a while. untill we get our new page up and running anyway. to those of you who care, thank you for doing so. Conduct Unbecoming will be up and running soon, untill then be happy and celebrate life.

~april
"there are many things that i would like to say to you, but i dont know how..."

sometimes its hard to breath

E.T. was a heck of a lot funnier than i remember. good times, good times.....

anyway folks, only three more days to use blogger since geocities sucks. also, only three more days on my guestbook, becuase my guestbook server has decited to make users pay for service. yeah right. the good news is, we will be moving to our new dot com shortly and will have blogger up and running again. its just a matter of handing isaiah the money we need to pay for our service. heh... just becuase i have a job doesnt mean i have money though.....

well, happy easter everyone. have fun and stay out of trouble.

today i bought a little black rat and named her rufus.

physical exertion
i just ran three quarters of a mile. i stopped by the hogwallows (by the way, hogwallows day anyone?), and it was beautiful. the sun was shining, but it was cold and windy and the clouds are coming in from the mountains. wOw, today was cool.

im thinking of re-naming my web site to "unwilling to compete" for numorous reasons.

SNL last night was funny. i wish i had my own fenced in area.

nightmare::
in this disease the patient imagines he feels an uncommon oppresion or weight about his breast or stomach, wich he can by no means shake off. he groans, and sometimes cries out, though oftener he attempts to speak out in vain. sometimes he imagines himself engaged with an enemy, and in danger of being killed, he attepmts to run away, but finds he cannot. sometimes he fancies himself in a house that is on fire or that he is in danger of being drowned in a river. he often thinks he is falling over a precipice, and the dread of being dashed to pieces suddenly awakens him.

i had a nightmare last night.

i need to stop getting fat. thats it. im done.

dork.

i was just wondering... do guys think curly hair or streight hair looks better on girls? maybe it doesnt matter. maybe it depends on the girl. i was just wondering if there was some kind of universal preference or something. hrm...

and what about earings? cute or not cute?

heh. sometimes i wonder...

craponastick

talk about killer headaches...

cute boys rock.

woo hoo!

i look niiice today. heh.

"across the universe" by the beatles

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away Across the Universe.
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai Guru Deva Om
Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
They call me on and on Across the Universe.
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box,
They tumble blindly as they make their way Across the Universe

Jai Guru Deva Om
Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.

Sounds of laughter, shades of earth are ringing
Through my open ears inciting and inviting me.
Limitless, undying love, which shines around me like a million suns,
And calls me on and on Across the Universe

Jai Guru Deva Om
Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.

im about to make some drastic changes to my page layout. becuase thats just what artistic web designers do. also, i get paid on wednesday... new server, here we come!

today is beautiful.

well well well...

life is awesome. i love the rain and the wind and the cold air. i love music and i love art. i love gardening and running and sleeping in and long walks by myself.

i love being alive.

Web site down
Well, as you guys already know, my website has been down for a while now due to geocities ripping it clean off of their servers...the idiots. Never have I ever been mad at geocities this much. They'll get theirs though, I guarentee, they'll get theirs. Heathyrre, you're starting to creep me out with all of this "bundled-up-rage" that you keep talking about on your site. When I do actually see you in person on a given day, you don't really look mad at all. But on your site you make it sound like you're going to die because something made you angry...what's the deal? -Zay out

blah.

what was i thinking?!?

forget orlando bloom. its all about shane west. daaaang....