i have a sun burn, my transmission is being screwy, and i have a crush on a guy. but i cant complain becuase the dogwoods are in bloom, there is a nice breeze blowing, ive got bob dylans bootleg #1 peacefully filling my head and ladybugs are swarming the clear blue sky like ive never seen before. beautiful...

so, aparently i may actually be a spider human hybred.

"ACHTUNG!

april may actually be a spider-human hybrid

im probably going to really screw up my hair some day and hate myself becuase i'll have to pay to get it profesionaly cut. its just that i really like cutting my own hair.

yesterday was my day off. i treated myself to 4 1/2 movies, 1/2 of I Robot, The In-Laws, Tombstone, The Incredibles and The Shining and part of the making of the Shining. i guess that was about 9 to 10 hours of tv watching, but it was awesome.

i have a lot of things that i should be doing during my time off of work. a few phone calls and e-mails, returns and exchanges... all important stuff, you know, sort of officol like. but of course, i havnt done it yet. im pretty iresponsible to not be getting it taken care of though, a few of the responsibilites are financial. maybe i should go cash that $5.00 check i got back from the state of california...

alright, im going to go get started...

At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
You mean the world to someone.
If not for you, someone may not be living.
You are special and unique.
Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

my car is worth $248.00 in the kelley blue book. thats about how much im forking out tomorrow when i pick it up from the transmission place after having the tranny fixed up and some brake work done. according to the guy at the transmission place, my back tires were about to fall off.

i like woody.

the other day my friend tucker and i were riding around in my car. the windows were down and we were just cruising somewhere, listening to music, hands out the window. i pulled up to a red stop light (green means go, yellow go faster!) and halted my vehicle. as we sat there waiting for the light to turn green again, a bunch of mexican gangsters came around to my car from both sides. tucker and i were confused as they began reaching inside towards my radio. they wanted to steal my cd player! "hey guys, the cd player doesnt work, it not worth it." i calmly explained to them as tucker tried taking a few swings to get them to leave. they gave up on the radio and got busy on the outside of my car, trying to take my hubcaps! "um, guys... there are only three hubcaps. its not a complete set, they wont be worth anything..." the gangsters looked confused and came back to the windows. reaching back inside, they greedily started reaching for my toy collection. i panicked a little bit and told them they could go ahead and have the radio and hubcaps if they left the toys alone. tucker took a few more swings and then i woke up from that crazy dream.