im having sort of a hard time... i just spilt a 32 ounce pepsie all over my pants and capret...

its funny how in the animal world, the male animals are the ones who get all primped up for the female and the female stays plain, usually a dull brown color or something not very exciting at all. but in the human world, its the female who is expected to get all primped up for the male, and if she does not then she is deemed not pretty and not acceptable... is that wrong? theres something strange about it...

its hard to do some things when the support system is just not there.

so i havnt really written much since before i moved back home over a week ago. i dont really have much to say, i suppose. part of me feels like i should be feeling sappy due to the ending of a season at calvin crest. but another part of me tells me to suck it up and move on with my life, life goes on, situations change, its all about a constant growing and changing. so, im doing that. change is an adventure. i dont know whats next, but i like it that way.

also, i washed my car yesterday for the first time in about 7 months.