blah.

im going to go sit in front of the tv.

i think that some people dont know me quite as well as they think they do.

joel is going to be home tomorrow...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................ FREAK OUT!

im scared.

i added some stuff and i created a little link button. feel free to take it and link me from your site if you like.

i ache for intelligent conversation.

today was horrible. the customers were non-stop. we were serving the stupid food right up untill closing time. and heather and charlie both took off early for different reasons, so i was stuck running the deli alone most of the time. and some of the people who came in were so bitchy. they were all, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah... stupid people.

hey, remember that guy we saw last thursday at the farmers market, with the dread locks and he was real cute? he came into the store today! and he *is* cute! in a drug addict kind of way anyway... hrm... well. you know me. *glances down at the wintergreen altoids can on the desk*... just kidding!

so, ill be here at my desk for the rest of the night working on some pieces and doing some stuff with my web page. i need to write a few letters maybe and do some thinking about stuff. practice saying some stuff. if your willing to let me practice sayong stuff to you, let me know.

i love hanging out and doing nothing on friday nights. no matter what anyone else says, its awesome to sit around with friends and do absolutly nothing on friday nights. good times.

i love MP3 complilation cd's set to random play that loop over and over again. its always a suprise what song comes up next.

on another note, i have about a week left. im going to do this thing. you cant stop me.

im pessimistic. yeP.

Mmm peanut butter toast...

good morning everyone. im feeling good today. despite this constant headache and the congestion way up in my sinusus. other than that, its going to be a beauiful day.

"Life Ain't So Sh**ty
There's a lot that you can be
And ain't it a pity
But it's alright, to smile back at me
And if we both go there
We can count on problems that we might not necessarily
Come in contact with..
Hey wake up, do you know where I'm coming' from"
~life aint so sh**ty by Blind Mellon.

what a happy little song.

lilo and stitch

great movie.

grrr... i have the hiccups.

the money:: i have it...
the engine:: is out of my car...
the peach snapple::is in my stomach...

i feel ill.

the art is working, so is the artist page.

im looking in the thrifty nickell for a new used car.

thank you kevin for the note. it was nice.

life. you know.

i miss joel.

i get to hang out with isaiah later!!!

completly unsweetened ice tea...

im drinking it...

i took this bumber sticker quiz...
My bumper sticker reads:

In English: Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn.
Take the quiz.


today was truly an awesome day. i dont know why. probably becuase i said good morning to God. my day always ends up much much better when i simply say good morning to God. our neighborhood outread this evening was awesome. the children who showed up were such beautiful children. i dont think ive ever seen such beautiful children. i mean, a few of them had their little quirks, but for the most part, they were beautiful. its awesome how God works. i dont know how to explain it or whatever. it all comes down to God being cool. i cant wait untill tomorrow night to do it again.

i found this blog just now... it was very interesting to me...it has a nice layout. very simple and clean. and it has minimal (sp?) content... and this guy loves Jesus... "love is more than good bye kisses" i love it when im just looking around at random blogs and come across one from someone who obviously loves Jesus. i can relate to eveything he has to say. it was almost weird... uncanny... i was blessed. thank you. i would like to sit down and have a cup of coffee with this guy and just talk. i guess ill just have to settle on reading his weblog.

"I gotta tell you, I gotta tell you, I need to tell you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you... " ~when in rome, the promise

i feel ill.

someone talk to me.

leave me alone...

what is it with everyone having hell-of-a-bad-days lately? give me a break please. and dont try to tell me its all my fault and its all in my head and stuff becuase its frickin NOT all in my head. your just dumb. its all in YOUR head. face. pants.

i keep having these dreams and i wonder if they mean something because sometimes i wish they did and sometimes i want them too, but then again, sometimes i dont. i need to draw. i need to draw and draw and draw and draw...

i dont know what to do with myself. im going to call joel later, dammit. so there. take that.

"please dont confront me with my failers, i had not forgotten them..." ~Nico, These Days