i would like you all to meet my valentine...



now, i realize that he is a far cry from the kind of guys that i usually might tend to lean towards, but he was just so darn handsome that i simple couldnt resist.

speaking along the lines of valentines and what-not, last night my mom once again expressed to me her concerns on my becoming "friends" with "other people" my age. i sort of laugh and tell her that i too would like to meet "other people" of my age, but where can i find "them"? she sugested that i go to the chalvary chapel singles ministry. she even suggested the grace community singles ministry, to wich i replyed "i don't think so...".

when i think of those singles ministries, i can see a bunch of young, preppy (oakly sunglasses, flip flop sandals, polo shirts, pre-faded levi jeans and short gelled hair) single people sitting around pretending that they are there to learn about God and the bible, but really they are just checking eachother out to find a potential marriage partner.

i dont like attracting attention to myself that much. i dont want to walk into a room and have people checking me out like that. i dont feel comfortable with that thought.

maybe im making all of this up in my head though, as an excuse to not go to that calvary chapel singles ministry.

but i dont think im making it up in my head....

i could see the reservations my mom had in her face and even a little bit of disapointment. so, i agreed to go and check it out. if it would make mom happy, i should maybe give it a chance. maybe God has something in store for me there? way to be potimistic, april. way to go.

im not going alone though. someone has to go with me.

however, i am already thouroughly convinced that there will be no one of my interest to meet at the calvary chapel singles ministry. way to be pessimistic, april. way to go.

im going to go work in my garden and dwell on things to come...