eveing of day one of my three days off...
driving around visalia in a daze probably isnt a good thing... its hard to see when your head is filled with dark thoughts of the future... the key to my car broke in half today as i was going to unlock it. i siged as i realized that my spare key was at home and my cell phone was in my car. my sister had the other cell phone and she was in school, i did not know my brothers number, my mom doesnt have a cell phone and no one was at home for me to call. thank you Jesus, that i remember my dads work number.
hysterical, my eyes filled with tears as i walked to the nearest pay phone. 50 cents to call my sisters phone and she didnt answer. 75 cents to call dad at work. he said he would have to go home to get the key and then come out to visalia to help me. *please insert another 75 cents to continue this call* i was all out of change... it didnt matter, dad was coming to help.
i got off the phone and breathed in heavy. i scanned the area and saw the Key Evidence Lock Smith stand over there. i had an idea... i went back to my car, picked up the broken pieces of the key and practicly ran over to the booth. they guys said they could make a copy, but since the original was broken they couldnt garuntee it would work. they were nice enough to let me call dad, but he had already left for home.
$7.50 later i had my new key. praying to God to let it work, i raced back to my car and shoved it in the lock on the door. when the key turned and the door unlocked i swear i heard angels sing.
i called home about a trillion times to catch dad before he drove all the way into visalia. finally i got ahold of him right as he walked into the house to grab the extra key.
so, i guess God took care of me today. even so, the drama is almost unbearable. things just seem to be falling apart so quickly and there is almost no time to think practicly, let alone positivly.
the farm show was fun. i met up with mom and my brother and sister-in-law. we walked around and looked at the farm equipment and observed the aggies milling about. i love living here in the central valley.
i went into watsons today to pick up my check and tim said he had given it to my sister, wich was cool. i'll cash it tomorrow and take care of my febuary bills, then piddle away the rest.
im considering all of my options. i dont have to go back to work there. im insulted, hurt and i guess delirious as to what the heck is going on with my bosses. maybe this is just an outlet... maybe God wants me out for whatever reason. maybe he has something better for me. maybe he is using me to teach my bosses some sort of lesson. if i quit heather is going to quit, abby is going to go crazy and then it will just be my boss training the new guy. im too much of an asset to that business. what were they thinking?
i like not working. and the idea of finding another job closer to home sounds really nice to me. im going to go cruise around exeter tomorrow and see what i can see as far as a job goes... i really could do anything right now.
the absolute hilarity of this all is killing me. practicing apathy... something i didnt used to have to do. if any of this had of happened to me three months ago, i would not have given a damn. i really should be drawing some illustrations to all of this...
if you are wondering what im going to use the rest of the night for, i had a trip to blockbuster where i rented simpatico, queen of the damned, desperado and once upon a time in mexico. im going to be here at home drinking water and watching movies.
if anyone wants to talk to me, my msn messenger name is imaprincess_@hotmail.com.
driving around visalia in a daze probably isnt a good thing... its hard to see when your head is filled with dark thoughts of the future... the key to my car broke in half today as i was going to unlock it. i siged as i realized that my spare key was at home and my cell phone was in my car. my sister had the other cell phone and she was in school, i did not know my brothers number, my mom doesnt have a cell phone and no one was at home for me to call. thank you Jesus, that i remember my dads work number.
hysterical, my eyes filled with tears as i walked to the nearest pay phone. 50 cents to call my sisters phone and she didnt answer. 75 cents to call dad at work. he said he would have to go home to get the key and then come out to visalia to help me. *please insert another 75 cents to continue this call* i was all out of change... it didnt matter, dad was coming to help.
i got off the phone and breathed in heavy. i scanned the area and saw the Key Evidence Lock Smith stand over there. i had an idea... i went back to my car, picked up the broken pieces of the key and practicly ran over to the booth. they guys said they could make a copy, but since the original was broken they couldnt garuntee it would work. they were nice enough to let me call dad, but he had already left for home.
$7.50 later i had my new key. praying to God to let it work, i raced back to my car and shoved it in the lock on the door. when the key turned and the door unlocked i swear i heard angels sing.
i called home about a trillion times to catch dad before he drove all the way into visalia. finally i got ahold of him right as he walked into the house to grab the extra key.
so, i guess God took care of me today. even so, the drama is almost unbearable. things just seem to be falling apart so quickly and there is almost no time to think practicly, let alone positivly.
the farm show was fun. i met up with mom and my brother and sister-in-law. we walked around and looked at the farm equipment and observed the aggies milling about. i love living here in the central valley.
i went into watsons today to pick up my check and tim said he had given it to my sister, wich was cool. i'll cash it tomorrow and take care of my febuary bills, then piddle away the rest.
im considering all of my options. i dont have to go back to work there. im insulted, hurt and i guess delirious as to what the heck is going on with my bosses. maybe this is just an outlet... maybe God wants me out for whatever reason. maybe he has something better for me. maybe he is using me to teach my bosses some sort of lesson. if i quit heather is going to quit, abby is going to go crazy and then it will just be my boss training the new guy. im too much of an asset to that business. what were they thinking?
i like not working. and the idea of finding another job closer to home sounds really nice to me. im going to go cruise around exeter tomorrow and see what i can see as far as a job goes... i really could do anything right now.
the absolute hilarity of this all is killing me. practicing apathy... something i didnt used to have to do. if any of this had of happened to me three months ago, i would not have given a damn. i really should be drawing some illustrations to all of this...
if you are wondering what im going to use the rest of the night for, i had a trip to blockbuster where i rented simpatico, queen of the damned, desperado and once upon a time in mexico. im going to be here at home drinking water and watching movies.
if anyone wants to talk to me, my msn messenger name is imaprincess_@hotmail.com.
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