day one of my three days off...

it took me forever to fall asleep last night becuase of the ridiculouse thoughts swimming around in my head. one emotional trauma can trigger another one that had just been weling up inside of your heart becuause of a lack of outlet wich leads to some seriouse crying out to God wondering whats going on. i still dont know.

i woke up this morning at 9:30. my body feels like it should be pulling freshly baked muffins out of the oven, mixing together some corn bread to go with the chili and rolling our specialty sandwiches for the day.

the sun is shining bright today wich means ive got a slight headache.

so, i could mope around the house all day, sit in front of the television, make countless trips to the refrigerator to see if maybe something miracuously (sp?) appeared in there for me to eat. i could veg out in front of my computer all day long, listen to music and piddle around with a new web page design...

but i think the better thing to do would be to get out of the house. im going to the world ag expo in tulare with my mom and brother and sisters. it should be fun. for some reason over the past few months, along with my attitude adjustment, i have realized my love for farms and especially family farms. i love the idea of growing things. i love plants, trees, farms, crops and anything to do with farming. i dont think i could ever run a farm, but i have a little love in my heart for those who do own farms.

i hope everyone is having a beautiful blessed day. i would encourage you to take a walk. or sit outside and read somewhere. or at least sit by the window and look out and enjoy.

peace...