silent, unspoken, mutual feelings... funny how unpleasant circumstances caused by people in my life cause me to drift away from people who used to matter a lot to me... not just that, but the type of people they have all become and the type of person i have become... the differences are huge... but sometimes not so huge... sometimes im sad and something in me wants to restore damaged relationships. but are they really damaged, or have we just grown apart, as was to be expected. there was a time when we needed eachother, but i dont think i need them anymore... but still...

im really very happy that amy has dared to be different from all the others. she has been accepted to a non-christian school that is no where near here. im very excited for her...

anyone up for a picnic this saturday?