the suffering girl dreamed of ways to relieve the pressure from her body. the pills she took 30 minutes ago just werent helping yet. when would the pain stop? she tried to distract herself by doing various other things, but nothing seemed to work. sometimes it was worse than others, but almost always it was there... pounding, pulsing, suffocating her insides, feeling as though she would explode... she screamed on the inside as the exrushiating pain gripped her organs and twisted them around in a hot, violent burn...

im feeling better thanks to motrin and another forgien substance, television, an AIM conversation with a friend, pleasant thoughts... i read outside for a while today. the air was hot, but it was cooler than it was inside. it did me good.

... wonders never cease...

now, off to watch my televison crush, C.S.I. Miami.