hmm... im working on the page today... getting the art all up and running again, fixing some stuff and editing some stuff.

i think i need to apologize for ranting about gays and lesbians the other day. there are a few people downtown that i have been watching and thinking about and honestly, been praying for. they are the kind of people who i really dont like. a couple of the girls im pretty sure are lesbians, and another girl is just weird, lost i think and has very little self-confidence or self-worth... at first i couldnt stand her. i just looked at her like she was gross and had no personality and wasnt very pretty, ect... all the horrible judgment that would go through my head did. so i was sitting in the church parking lot last sunday afterchurch and God put her on my heart, telling me that her sin, and the sin of the others i have had on my heart, isnt any worse than the sin in my own life. i am no more deserving of Jesus's love than they are, and he desires for them to know him just as much as he desires for me to know him. the only difference is that i *do* know Jesus's love and he can use me to reach them, if he so desires. anyway, the point is, it became more real to me, this past week that i am no more deserving of the kingdom of heaven than the "gross" people downtown are.

thank you Lord, for your forgivness...

needless to say, i have been praying pretty fervently for those people downtown... they have really been on my heart all week. thats what i get for hanging out down there. heh...

yeah. the art *should* be running again by the end of the afternoon...

have a blessed day.