my last day of 21... whatever. the only thing i want for my birthday is the new white stipes album, "elephant". rock on.

its getting harder and harder to go home from anywhere. i would almost rather just sit somewhere else, even if im alone, and do nothing there. whatever.

last night we milled about downtown. i saw some pretty interesting things. well, they where interesting to me anyway, in a personal sort of way. kind of weird, kind of odd... you have no idea what im talking about...

i swear, if i had gasoline, and money for more gasoline, i would be so gone today...

random pessimism.