so, the time change has really been giving me a hell of a time opertaing myself. im about ready to curl up and die. headache all day long, im tired on my feet all day long, cranky and irritable... i went to bed last night before 10:00 and still didnt get to sleep untill about 10:30'ish. why the hell did benjamin franklin invent the time change? travis, the coffee guy, says it was for the farmers and their crops or something like that... grrr...

he's an optimist, im a pessimist. and im begining to see a pattern here... all the guys i have ever really *liked* in this world have been optimists... and im a pessimist... i dont so much think that thats Gods way of telling me to become an optimist. i think its more so Gods way to showing me how oposites attract somewhat, and how he "hooks" certain people up so that their weakness will be a strong point in someone elses life, and the two people can help eachother out... some certain people never seem to realize that though.

woody and i are going to mexico on saturday along with travis and some other people. im sort of aprehensive about it becuase of my health and the stupid frickin time change thats affecting me so badly. if you have a few minutes, say a little prayer for us. i know that God can use me in spite of my weakness, and that he wants to use me in spite of weakness's.

and i was just watching the people of bagdad try to pull down the giant statue of sudam hussen that he erected for himself right in the middle of the town... it made me happy inside, so see those people so free... even if just for a moment, freely expressing themselves... ripping and tearing away at that horrible statue and burning those discusting murals of sudam... Lord, pplease protect those peoples new freedom...

Lord, i pray peace over iraq...