stupid f'ing words that just wont come out of my head. i cant even get a grasp on my motivation for the art pieces i want to do... things keep changing so the pieces in my head keep changing and they wont come out on paper. freakin a.

i miss having a good guy friend to talk to about stuff. i miss having a good friend, period. a good friend who is a guy is just a added bonus.

so, now some less seriouse stuff...
im going to build a small house i think. dont try to stop me or give me reasons i shouldnt do this. my mind is made up. also, chris is back. i would like to have my movie back... chris... i would like it back... ok... chris doesnt even look at my web site.

well.