i think i am stuck in time... well, sort of. im kind of stuck untill i get my car put back together. i have no mans of doing anything by myself or for myself unless mom lets me borrow her car (wich she has been so graciously been doing ) and dad cant help me with my car untill march or so. i would ask my friends to come out here and help, but i dont have any friends and any friends that i do have know nothing about cars. why? becuase this generation of guys is so frickin lazy. if you are a guy in my generation and know things about cars and mechanics and particuarly putting an engine back into a '91 plyouth voyager, let me know. i would like to shake your hand and possibly employ you for the day to do so. im getting to the point where i might just consider paying someone to do this for me.

hm... stuck in time...you know how you can know when theres something wrong with you and you already know exactly what it is, but your not ready to be forgiven for it yet? your just not ready to give that completly up to God yet for whatever reason and you really dont know why? i hate that. why do i do that to myself. im just not ready to be forgiven yet. make since? hrm...

amy, thanks for calling me tonight. it means a lot to me. julia & vanessa, i hope you had fun with your family today. i look forward to having coffee. me, whoever you are, send me an e-mail or something. josh, thanks for hanging out with me last night. im sorry you missed ashly. that sucks. and also, i hope you were up at your cabin today painting landscapes...

im pretty much in love with billie joe from green day. the day i find me a hippie/grunge/punk guy who is in love with me is the happiest day of my life. i know your out there somewhere... i just cant figure out why your hiding from me...