well, here it goes... on with the mixed feelings. i guess i really am not quite as apathetic as i make out to be. i dont think i ever could be truly apathetic. God wouldnt allow it. he would convict me. anyway, yeah.

i wrote a letter to joel. now all i have to do is actually mail it. i could have handed it to him last night i suppose, but i didnt really want to.

happy birthday to heather. horray for you!