April, April, April...

Hmm...well, the only pain I actually feel here is the joy that you'll be missing this summer at Calvin Crest. I don't know what has happened at that place that has you so paranoid, or what you've been told or whatever. Truth be told, I don't even really wanna know. But whatever the case, I respect your decision, as much as I don't understand it, I respect it. Cuz that's what friends do. I won't ask you to reconsider, but what I will ask you to do is reach down into the farthest depths of your soul and honestly ask yourself what would bother you about CCA'ing, and if you were comfortable with doing so, tell me. Again, I reiderate, I wouldn't try to make you go, just see if I could kill some unneeded fear. I hope you have a good "the rest of monday" night. I will have to say that as much as it's stereotypical, I really still do think that Friday is the best day of the week. Call me old fashioned, tell me I'm stereotyping, but frankly I won't care. Not apathetic minded mind you, I just wouldn't care about that particular sitauation. Now, if you'll excuse me (ahem,) I have a song to finish writing as of now so until next time, this is Zay saying (pointing my fingers to my head as if sending you the message "goodnight" by telepathy) -Zay out