the daffodil lament by the cranberries
dedicated to bartholomew

Holding on that's what I do
since I met you
And it won't be long, would you notice
If I left you
And it's fine for some 'cause you're not the one

All night long, I laid on my pillow
These things are wrong I can't sleep here
So lonely, so lonely

I have decided to leave you forever
I have decided to start things from here
Thunder and lightning won't change what I'm feeling
And the daffodils look lovely today

Oh in your eyes I can see the disguise
Oh in your eyes I can see the dismay
Has anyone seen lightning
Has anyone looked lovely

And the daffodils looked lovely today
Looked lovely...

apathetic is a really cool word. yesterday sucked for several reasons. apathetic is what i feel. most of the time, i try to avoid stupid girlish tendancies but everyonce and a while i get sort of emotional for no particular reason. from now on, i am simply going to be apathetic.

life really sucks when you have a aching hole in your mouth and a headache among other things. but you know what? i dont care. im apathetic.