i had to drive into woodlake for a few minutes today to go to the church. i was doing a lot of thinking about this past year and whats happened and stuff. life really is funny sometimes. i just remember mr. maddox telling me that "lifes a bitch" and then he told me he was very proud of me. heh...

anyway, heres a summery of this past year in a few words from beggining to end...
i went to school
i didnt mind school
God used me in school
grandpa died
went to mexico
found out something weird
pierced my ear
went back to school
hated school
got better at my art
realized something horrible
heard God calling me
acted on God calling me
took a bold step
school ended
began the best summer of my life
fell in love
felt God using me
had a couple of tough weeks
walked right in Gods plan
bought a car
summer ended
hell began
school started
made a mistake
became more cynical
realized something else horrible
took care of the problem
went to magic mountain
paid dearly for my mistake
took another bold step
had a much needed talk
got better
got worse
school ended
had a much needed vacation
made an awesome friend
made a very important, very hard desision
doing better now
kind of.

now i am here. thinking...