stupid annoying things that prevent me from doing morning yoga, stupid sleepless nights and stupid wordless thoughts in my mind and other stuff... grrrrrr... sometimes lifes a bi-ANYWAY...

this morning i did what i do best. i worked in the yard and i cleaned the house. i even did some dishes. thats truly my calling in life. as of right now i am happy in a strange sort of lonely way... hrm... i think though, that i am taking slow steps in the right direction.

unfortunatly, all of my galavanting needs were not met yesterday with our trip to fresno. i need to go away. farther away. to a farther away land. anyway napa valley sounds good. just as soon as i figure out where the heck that is and get my car running again im there. i am so there. i dont even know why. just to be there i guess. to not be here. sounds good to me.

i am still feeling fine as of now. juuuuuuust fine.