pathetic looser... i spent almost an hour trying to find the starter on my car yesterday. i even found the book that dad bought that tells you how to fix the car. i found the place that said how to take the starter off, but it didnt say where the stupid starter is. needless to say, i am pretty put out and a little depressed over the whole thing. owning a car is great, but not when its broken and you dont have the money to take it pep biys to be fixed. today i plan on working on my web page layout, drinking coffee and soaking in my own self pity.

ohhhhh ok. not really. im over it. i can wait untill i have some help with my car. i'll be fine untill then. i made a desicion yesterday though. as soon as my car is fixed, i will get the motivation to go out and get a job. theres no point in finding a job when i have to transportation anyway. my mind is made up. im going to find a job.

*sigh*