tonight was weird...

i got into festival con dios for free. i checked it out for about an hour, then bailed.

i hung out with chris. i liked him better before he went to alaska...

is it wrong for a girl to ask a guy out? is it unapropriate or just not really ideal? is it the wrong thing to do? are there succesful christians relationships where the girl was the first to ask the guy out, becuase the guy was too shy? maybe the guy didnt realize that he wanted to spend time with the girl untill the girl brought it up? maybe the guy just didnt know what was best for him? is it wrong? or just not idea, or old fashioned...

why are people attracted to other people? what is it about him that attracts me to him? and how come, if so, he isnt attracted to me? maybe he is attracted to me... why? i dont know him. why would i be so damn interested in him?

im baffled about a lot of things. baffled...

i bought scarface at wal*mart yesterday. im excited becuase ive never seen it and now i own it... im going to go watch it...