my prayer for you is that you would realize how much more than him you are worth. i pray that you would see just how badly he treats you and you would not settle to accept it any longer. i pray that you would come to know that God has someone so much better out there for you. i ask God that he would show you that i you do not need him, you are only holding him down and he is only holding you down. i hope you see how much your desisions break apart your family, and i hope you see how he is not taking any steps towards making things better. i pray that you would discover that if he truly did "love" you, then it would be important to him to fix things with your family.

most of all though, i pray that you would realize that you are worth much more than what you are settling for.