damn this experiment... damn it.

i have nothing good to say about today. nothing.
well, actually i did go and visit corey for a little while. that was cool.

last night i had a very amusing dream... i dreamed that my sisters boyfriend actually began to care about her enough to grow some balls and come over and patch things up with the family. i dreamed that we all got along again, but my nickname for him was still "dumbass". he just laughed and shrugged it off. yeah right.

i got an e-mail from my friend... he said something that was very inspiring to me in a weird way... a way that maybe shouldnt be inspiring, but it was... he said... "little do they know, its nearly impossible to break an apathetic person." thats the truth, too.

peace...