7:50 a.m.
i woke up 15 minutes after isaiah did. i always wake up this early. i have to.
i still pretty much feel like crap. i really am physicly ill. i have a soar throat and a headache and last night i honestly almost threw up. now i have my coffee here and i want to just sit here all day and do nothing. but im going to go to work and surround myself with the disctracting noise of town life, so i wont think about my problems too much. then later, im going to come home and cry.
i know i complain alot, but i seriously havnt felt this bad in a long time. have you ever felt like someone hit you in the face with a 2x4? thats me.
it was probably God. hes probably trying to get my attention.
i woke up 15 minutes after isaiah did. i always wake up this early. i have to.
i still pretty much feel like crap. i really am physicly ill. i have a soar throat and a headache and last night i honestly almost threw up. now i have my coffee here and i want to just sit here all day and do nothing. but im going to go to work and surround myself with the disctracting noise of town life, so i wont think about my problems too much. then later, im going to come home and cry.
i know i complain alot, but i seriously havnt felt this bad in a long time. have you ever felt like someone hit you in the face with a 2x4? thats me.
it was probably God. hes probably trying to get my attention.


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