arguing with someone that you love is exhausting. especially when they dont believe you when you say your sorry.

on another note, you may have noticed that im working on my page a little bit. ive been working on the blogger archives. they should be up and running by the end of the day. i also made a little link button for robbys web site. and i was reviewed by a blog review page the other day. it was sort of a suprise. it was nice. they gave me a little icon and added my site to a little directory thingy. they said some nice things...

"Darkly artistic layout, saturnine, yet creative. The author seems always to be in need of human interaction. The majority of posts are, for the most part, short. There isn’t too much, other than the author’s morbid art, a brief bio, and some lyric/quote choices that portray who she is. As quoted -- “i think that some people dont know me quite as well as they think they do.” -- maybe adding a little insight to the integral imaginings that are existent within her mind people will be more informed and more inclined to make more accurate assumptions of who she is. "
heres my little icon thingy...


so, brad christian emailed me back and said he would get back to me about that graphics job. maybe ill get it, maybe i wont. it would be cool. but im so un-motivated. isaiah has been really cool about motivating me. joel used to say he felt like he was bagering me when he kept telling me to do things, but i really need it. i need to be pushed and bagered. it motivates me. otherwise, i wouldnt do anything.

eating m&m's and drinking un-sweetened ice tea. this is today.