"i fell fine enough i guess
considering everythings a mess....."

i had a much needed talk with God tonight and i realized that i still have no idea as to whats going on. i havnt a clue. and i dont know what to do. i am trying to keep busy though. i know God is going to take care of this stuff. i have this peace way deep down inside of me. im not sure if anything is going to change, but i have this peace way down deep inside of me. but im not sure anything is going to change. maybe it will, but it might take a while. or a long time. i really just dont know whats going on here.

i almost feel lost.

~april