the sunset was *awesome* tonight. it was all purple and yellow and there were clouds over there and stuff..... im in this really passive mood right now..... anything could happen.....

isaiah said im loosing track of my blogger. yesterday i didnt update because joel was here all day after church and we were hanging out and stuff. joel taught me how to drive his stick shift car. well, he started anyway..... im sure there is still a whole heck of a lot to learn. but we have time. i think i did pretty good..... it was fun anyway.....we drove aound to where i grew up and went back to the river where i used to swim and stuff. its pretty weird being around there since i havnt been for so long. it was cool though. we are all going to go down there sometime soon and go swimming.

next week my sister heather and my brother woody and isaiah and some other friends of ours are going to Calvin Crest to CCA family camp. im actually just a tiny bit jealous becuase im going to miss being up there with them. its good times. joel and i are going to go up there and visit them though and stay for camp fire if joels mom will let us use the car.............

blogger is a funny word. i wonder who came up with that word anyway. weird.

the song for the day is called "im not the one" by collective soul

NOT THE ONE:
"I waltzed around you
Seven times
Only to become
A melody you never sang
I'm not the one
Oh I'm not the one

Clouds of thought you
Filter through
Never to reason
While patiently your world
Still bleeds
Who shall be the one?
Oh I'm not the one"

hrm........ sometimes some things just really need to be said outloud and when they are said you think of more things to say, but the person you were talking to left and when you see that person again, you have lost your nerve.

heavy.