last night i watched another dumb movie called "silver bullet". suposibly it was really good back in the 80's when it first came out. for a stephen king movie, i thought it was pretty lame though. im getting sort of tired of watching lame movies..... maybe its time to take a break from movies........here is the list of movies i currently want to see..... after i watch them i am going to not watch movies for a month (joel, hold me to that).....

1) wonder boys
2) fight club
3) the contender

only three of them and i already have them all. after i watch them, im not going to watch movies again for a month........ im going to focus on my job and stuff like that......... maybe it will be good for me......... maybe God will use it............ maybe....... sabin will probably think thats a dumb idea........ i just wont tell sabin.

my song for the day is called "elderly woman standing behind a counter in a small town" by pearl jam. i really like the lyrics..... i think i am going to draw a piece after it...... this is probably going to be years from now.....

"I seem to recognize your face.
Haunting familiar, yet I can't seem to place it.
Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name.
Lifetimes are catching up with me.
All these changes taking place.
I wish I'd seen the place but no one's ever taken me.

Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away.

I swear I recognize your breath.
Memories, like fingerprints, are slowly raising.
Me you wouldn't recall for I'm not my former.
It's hard when your stuck upon the shelf.
I changed by not changing at all.
Small town predicts my fate.
Perhaps that's what no one wants to see.
I just want to scream, "Hello."
My god its been so long. Never dreamed you'd return.
But now here you are and here I am.
Hearts and thoughts they fade away.

Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away.
Hearts and thoughts they fade away. Yeah.
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away.
Hearts and thoughts they fade..." ~pearl jam