a little bit from a letter i was writing...

"sometimes i wonder to myself, "who do you think you are anyway?" i really do sometimes wonder that... that among many other things... for instance, earlier i was sitting on the steps of the barn under an apple tree. i looked down and saw several very lareg apples on the ground wich led to the question "i wonder how bad it would hurt if an apple fell and hit my head right now..." wich led me to move to the ranch house, away from the apple tree so as not to have the disturbing thought of giant size apples falling on me and leaving me with some sort of concusion...

but that isnt the only thing i think about...

here are some of the more frequent questions and thoughts running through my head (in no particular order or priority...)

i wonder if it will rain today?
crap, i didnt get enough sleep last night...
i wonder what my lungs *really* look like...
what time is it in texas right now?
will i get my credit card bill paid on time?
i should call mom...
what kind of bug is that?
do i talk too much?
is the truth relative?
how do i really know what the "the right thing" is?
i should eat more fresh fruit and vegetables...
what does sausage tast like?
am i doing what God wants me to do?
thats a big ant! (there really was a big ant on me...)
i wish my sinusus were clear...
what did the woman at the well do with her life after her encounter with Jesus?
how can i non-chalontly break the rules?
when is Jesus coming back?
will i ever have a nice car?
i wonder when my next day off is...
why does he/she look sad?
whats wrong with me?
i hope everything is running smoothly in the kitchen right now...
what kind of plant is that?
why was i made this way?
i wonder if the porsquach is watching me...
do i take long showers?
whats going on? "