it was a terrible morning... waking up at 6:00 ish to the sound of the big stupid tractor outside of my window doing godonlyknowswhatbutitreallypissedmeoff was not my ideal way of waking up. honestly, i almost went to the window and yelled something awful into the fresh morning (freezing cold, there is probably going to be a blizzard today) air. but the though of dave davis' response to my foul language brought me to my senses, so i simply got up, stumbled to the window, closed it, stumbled back to bed and prayed with all of my might that i would be able to sleep for just a few more hours.

i did. but i woke up cranky. yeah, what else is new. "boy i feel sorry for whoever you marry someday..." shut up, mark. and im still extremely irratable. my stomach is turning. my head is pounding. my teeth even ache. everyones voice is pissing me off. im not even PMS'ing. im just simply annoyed.

anyway, it doesnt really matter that much.

ugh... well, i was intedning on writing something good here today. something good and right from my heart, something deep about the way that i feel right now concerning going home in a few days... but im way to annoyed by the loud voices filling this room, so im going to go away now.