so, xanga sites... i have a couple of friends with xanga sites and sometimes i check them out and sometimes i browse other xanga sites that they have linked from their xanga sites. there seems to be a certain age catagory for xanga sites and somehow you all seem to be connected in a certain theme... violence courses througout most of the typed words. ive probably found your xanga site... ive read it. you make me sad, but oh well. sometimes i forget certain factors about my life... do i choose to forget? sometimes, maybe... but i cant help but feel sick when i read that site and think about the situation... do you know who im talking about? not this time, probably... to me, one of the worst things is stumbling across the xanga site of someone that i know. sometimes i think im not suposed to have seen it, i see some two-facedness (is that a word?)... but, sometimes things are only as complicated as you make them, and i think i have a flair for the dramatic. at least in my head...

what in the world am i doing? its only becuase i care.