i havnt been writing much becuase ive been writing a lot down into a red composition book with a black pen. i tried a blue pen, but the ink bled through too much making it impossible to write on the back side of the paper. travis had a green pen, but it turned out to be missing one day. he suspects someone from his work place swipped it.

i was going to go to the park yesterday after work and watch the ducks. but after the emotional stress and strain on my mind and heart that took place yesterday, i decited to just go home and sleep instead. maybe i should have gone to see the ducks though... it might have been peaceful... but sleeping is peacful too. and i slept.

the drama is stock piling up on top of me though...

i really do have a crush on this show... i like to pretend that my life is a tv reality sitcom show now... only it takes place in a localy owned vegetarian deli. but, the camera catches all the stupid things that my boss says and does and then it gets a shot of me, wondering what the hell is going on around here. my show is HILarious. and i think pretending that its a tv reality sitcom helps me get throughout the day much easier. but, for reals... im in LOVE with this show. you can usually get it at the blockbuster in case any of you are intertested in seeing what my life is like, except in office form rather than vegetarian deli form...

there is something gooey at the bottom of my coffee cup... and i just sneezed something gooey from my nose onto the sleeve of my shirt... i suspect that im still dealing with a pnuemonia relaps, but im not quite sure... it very well could be something more serious... im not kidding, guys.

peace...