I wish I could be invisible. If I was invisible then I would find him and follow him. Wherever he went, I would be there too. Quietly following him and doing what he did. I would be like an angel of sorts… always lifting him up in prayer and thoughtfully supporting him anyway I could. If I was invisible, I would silently follow him. I would watch him and be blessed by the things he did. I would be happy to just silently follow him. I would feel happy when he felt happy and sad when he felt sad. I would quietly follow him, if I was invisible. I would have to be invisible though, because I don’t think he would want me there otherwise. But if I could be there, then I would be truly happy. Following him without a word for the rest of our lives. He wouldn’t even have to know I was there. I would never say a word. I would follow him without question and watch, simply happy to be near him, to see him and be near him. simply happy. If I were invisible.

dammit.