well, i took down most of my web site today just because im making some changes and i felt like taking down my web page. i'm up-dating it though. im going to add some new art, maybe a couple of new essay's, and probably do something different with joels movie page. not sure yet though exactly..... if you read my notice up there, then you would know that my blogger is still going to be active. i'll try to hurry up on the up-dates, but i dont want to rush it. i want it to look cool still.

life is really weird. there are some things that i just really, really dont understand as hard as i try. and as many times as i ask God to make some things clear, he wont do it for some reason. i guess he just doesnt want me to know as of now. i guess what he wants from me is to be patient and trust in his plan. i know thats what he wants, actually.

im getting some really good art out of all of this though. im very inspired, but sometimes i wonder if thats a good thing..... i keep thinking of these new pieces and im scetching them out. some of them are really inteteresting to me..... being an artist is weird. i dont know what to think of it sometimes.

anyway, thats life. this is life. i cant believe what happened this morning, with the bombings of the world trade towers. its almost un-real. its like, i only really see those things really happen in the movies, but this is real life. big time.

theres so much more to say. theres always more to say.

~april